Smurf Into My WoRLd

okay, i'm back. so where'd i leave off? ok, yea..olive's 18th bday, luau. [hey froggie, i saw uranus there. i talked to him for a bit. proud of me? haha. i asked him to come visit me when school starts. i'll give u the details later.] okay, that was a side note. anyways, olive's thing was pretty fun. ended early, though. oh yea, and i messed up my candle speech. i was telling her about the first time we met in 10th grade, food prep class and i said, yea remember that time when me, you, jr, olive, and val. haha. i goofed. i said her name! haha, it was funny cuz someone else did that already. haha i always find some way to mess up my speech. i wing it all the time. anyways, i went back home and had some laughs with my ate. fat jokes. i made a scrapbook/photo album. the first two pages are of me at various times in my life, baby, toddler, up to now. and the next ones are all my dance pictures, the 8x10s and 5x7s. then graduation and senior luncheon and other stuff from high school. i put all my grams in there and scattered fortune cookie papers around. there's this one comic strip i put in there from luann and how she tells her fren that she's had enough of guys and that she'll give her fren a dime for everytime she says 'boy' or 'guy.' and her fren ends up buying something huge with it cuz she knows she's gonna be rich. and yea, that reminded me of me so i cut it out and put it in there. and that was saturday.

sunday, i went to church at 10. it's been a long time since my ate went with us. church was cool. mostly all the ushers were there except for a few people. when it was time for the collection, everyone chose their spots and i was stuck in the back. and i had to get the family. ahh! i'm never gonna do that again. that's hard. after church on the way home, my dad tells my ate, i'm gonna cook chicken so u can eat it for lunch. then right after he said that, she turns to me and asked, "and what are YOU gonna eat?" haha, steak as usual. sucks man. i can't eat chicken. seriously. i get really bad rashes on my face. allergic to chicken and eggs. life is swell. ah well, i'm used to it. missing out on good food, though. i take this pill called atarax sometimes when i think oh man forget it, i'm gonna eat chicken. and then when i do, i take the pill so my face won't be all disgusting. but it makes me hella sleepy. anyway, after lunch, i went to best buy with my sisters and dad and my ate got a cd player for a car. went home, took a one hour long nap. then woke up and went to best buy (again!) this time to get a tv for her apartment. pretty cool huh? her bday's on thursday, btw. after best buy, i went home and got ready for steph's bday party. it was a good party. haven't been to a regular birthday party in a while. been going to sooo many debuts, sitting through each program with the 18 roses and 18 candles. when i got there around 5, steph told me that 'perfect guy' was there at 2:30 with vanessa. gosh, i missed them. and i really wanted to see him too. but i was out shopping. they had to go to work, which was why they came all early. when i came there, only janni lee, joyD, and jason were there and we were eating and hanging out in steph's room. we were talking about how people use their cell phones just to play games. and when they said that, i was about to call my one friend to come over and stop by, and i picked up steph's cell phone and i was supposed to say, "but phones are supposed to be for talking." instead, what i said was, "but phorn.." i have no idea why i said that. no idea why there was an R in there. and i thought no one would notice. but jason did. and for the rest of the time there, he kept talking about it. i tried defending myself, saying it was the slip of the tongue. but he got all intelligent on me and started talking about sigmund freud and how it's a pyschological thing and that i was actually thinking about it. everytime someone new arrived, he'd say, marianne said phorn. eh! and we were joking around about how i'm gonna give him a lil toy phone with porn all over it for his bday. haha. yea, and jason told me that he's not making fun of me, he just keeps saying it so i won't forget it. yea, thanks jason. u're a pal. haha. i saw my kuya mark there. when i went up to go hug him, he told me, "u're getting bigger!" gee, thanks. haha. i'm lazy. and i eat a lot. go figure. haha. need to shape up. i played basketball in the front yard with maryanneG, jen, jay r and jay r's friend (don't know his name.) haha, us girls suck. then ria came outside and we played some more. haha, she had the ball and she asked, "okay, what do i do now?" and the guys were all like, "shoot it!" haha. girls lost. it was 20 to 0. but jen and maryanne were wearing slippers so it wasn't fair. and later when steph was about to blow out her bday candles, we found out that one of our fellow morse classmates had passed away in a car racing accident. and the day before, my sis told me that her roommate's boyfren's best fren had passed away too. incidentally, they were both in the same car. even though i didn't know them, i know they will be missed by those who knew them. they're in a better place now. i left steph's party some minutes after she served the cake.

so yea, my weekend was great. it was great seeing everyone again. well, almost everyone. my best fren, shele, couldn't make it to either party cuz she had work. and it was probably the last parties of the summer. swc already started. and also berkeley and long beach. state is next week. and i have to wait a few more weeks for ucsd to start. aww, start already. hehe. i'll enjoy the rest of my vacation. don't have any plans. haha, not yet. i talked to shele today. i love talking to that girl. when school starts, we're gonna talk to each other at least once a week so we won't lose touch. [hey shele, let's have a time and day of the week to do that. it'll be strictly sheleNmae time. haha] monday and today was okay. nothing exciting. long entry, huh? and that's about it. GooD NiTe!

Mae 10:46 PM