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Tuesday, September 10, 2002
do u know how many people named maryanne there are out there? a GRIP! in elementary, i thought i had such a unique name. no one had it. but i thought wrong. at bell, there was a few. and at morse, dayamn. spelled all differently too. it sucks when people spell my name wrong. it's marianne. with an i. but yea, i was thinking how many of us marianne's there are out there cuz an old fren, mary anne, signed my gbook without leaving her last name. but i figured out who it was. and thanks to those who sign my gbook. nice to know who actually reads what i write about.
anyway, talked to shele, last saturday nite. it helped a lot. thanks girl! i feel a little bit better but not all great. in a way, it does suck falling for a fren cuz u could actually ruin the friendship u guys have. in happened to me before, junior year. lot of drama. but me and him are okay friends now. we're not as close as before like i want it to be but i guess that's just the way things go. take a risk, gotta face the consequences. i've learned a lot from that experience. be careful when it comes to friends. i remember i started liking 'perfect guy' (i don't want to put his real name up here) last year. but now i don't anymore. he's just a close friend. and don't say crap about, oh, he's 'just a friend'? "and u say he's just a friend." i don't like hearing that. as the year went on and i was getting to know him, i found out what a great person he is. he's cute, soo smart, athletic, talented, funny, and sweet. so i called him 'perfect'. i know he's not truly perfect. but i don't know how else to describe him. and then later i realized that he was becoming a really great friend and that i couldn't go for him anymore cuz i didn't want to lose what we had. and now we're good friends. =) and the dilemma i have now, kinda the same. sucky.
i talked to gelo on saturday also. i miss him. he's so far away, at berkeley. we caught up on how each other was doing. it was nice talking to him. made me reminisce my high school days. i told him i was looking through the yearbook, and right away he asked, "aww, are u crying?" haha. no i wasn't. i went to ccd today just to see everyone since i won't be able to go once school starts. it was cool seeing everyone again. i'm gonna miss it when i leave. i had major cramps today. my dad didn't want me to go to ccd cuz i wasn't feeling well but i forced myself to feel better and went. glad i did. alrite, enough writing. go read someone else's blog. u probably do that anyways. hah! GooD NiTe!
Mae 12:18 AM
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