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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
why does it hurt more when you cry inside?
"Who says time heals?! You don't get OVER the pain, you just learn to get ALONG with the pain, in time."
i don't need time because more time just makes it worse. the notebook isn't that great of a movie. it was overrated. little things here and there remind me of the past. but it's not my past. love is too complicated.
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life .... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination; not just in the mind, it's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
Rose Walker
Mae 11:56 AM
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