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Saturday, May 13, 2006
Her old notion of having fun was by doing what she pleased. Whenever she wanted to. Never settle. By getting into a relationship, someone was bound to get hurt. Why put herself through all that trouble?
One starry night, she met him. But she was still on a high. She was still loving the single scene. Unexpectedly, she fell. Fell hard and fast. She had no escape, but wasn’t looking to leave.
Waking up at dawn with thoughts of him made her day. Thinking about him soothed her to sleep at night. So mystifying, how he could make her warm, by putting his arms around her Then make her shiver, grazing his fingers over her skin, at the same time.
He was always in her thoughts. Never had she felt more chemistry with anyone else, it seemed. She didn’t need to question how much he meant to her. But she wanted to know if she meant the same to him.
Does she fill his heart with happiness? Does his mind contain thoughts of her? She wanted to be his… All that she wanted, he was to her.
He was her everything, but was she his? She wanted to be the one he talks to when he can’t sleep, The one to hear the latest joke he made up. She wanted to share breathtaking moments with him.
She wanted to be the one he had never felt more chemistry with. She wanted to believe in all the things he said that made her happy. She didn’t want to wonder if what he was telling her were just lines. She didn’t want to be just his one and only.
She wanted to be the one…The one he cared so much about and who was worth his time, The one who inspired him to great heights, The one he thought was best and the one always on his mind.
The one he never wanted to see sad And when that happened, She wanted to be the one he brought the most laughter to. She wanted to be the one he made smile time and time again.
To be his…She wanted to be the one he’ll have memories of. Memories he’ll look back upon with a smile and a tender feeling. She wanted to be the greatest girl he had ever known.
She wanted for him to love her as much as she loved him. For her to mean as much as he did to her. She wanted to be the one to share his future. For her to be his everything as he was to her.
She wanted to be the one he wanted to hold hands with and never let go She didn’t care about material things but of quality time spent. She cared about him, being with him, loving him. By having him feel the same way, she would be content.
Now she knows… She knows that when she gave him her all, he did too. It is a great feeling to love and be loved by him, her special someone. Even greater is to know that she means as much to him as he does to her. She is his number one.
Mae 9:54 PM
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